Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Emptiness

A quick google search led me to this:

“Courageous - that’s how you see me; Successful - that’s how you believe in me; happy - that’s what you expect of me; But...Emptiness - that’s what is inside of me.”

“A man who keeps a diary pays, Due toll to many tedious days; But life becomes eventful - then, His busy hand forgets the pen. Most books, indeed, are records less Of fullness than of emptiness.”

At one point I used to feel contentment. Now I feel emptiness...no matter what I do or what I tell myself. All that's left is emptiness. No ups and no downs... just a plateau of emptiness!

2 Comments:

At 10/16/2007 12:35 PM, Blogger sri said...

rams,
why do you feel this way?
maybe you can start with
something small: something
you loved to do that you
aren't doing now.
find the joy in doing
those small things.
also, i've noticed that
if things in my life aren't
balanced (which is really,
really hard for me), then
Life goes outta shape. there
is trouble. there is tension.

 
At 10/16/2007 1:14 PM, Blogger Rams said...

sri,
there's one thing that could fix this all. but that one thing is the hardest thing to convince myself to do. Not because I don't believe in it or myself... but because people I believe in don't believe in my instinct:) complicated!

 

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