far far far away....

i havent blogged in ages!!!!!!!! every time i think of something to blog the motivation to see it through just wasn't there. and at this point i'm probably writing for myself since my regular visitors probably gave up on me! but i'm back. at least for myself if nothing else. i did stay true to my writing though. just chose to share in my pretty purple journal with butterflies on it. if you've read some of my previous posts you'll know what butterflies mean to me. so the journal i picked was very intentional.

i went through some of my older posts to refresh my memory and reignite my passion for writing. but it was heart wrenching to see that where i left off a whole year back is still where i am. almost a year later my post on emptiness stands true.

i'm as lonely as a reed... a reed that looks like it belongs. a reed that feels it plays a vital role in the bunch. but at the end of the day it's just a lone reed. nothing more.

it's a morose comeback. but there's a void. and i yearn to break away and fly. far far far away!!! i yearn to break the shackles and run. with wind in my hair and not a care in my heart. far far far away...

if only i could break down and cry. cry till there was no tomorrow. but my wells have dried up and not a tear rolls down my cheek. not a tear dare form on the tips of my lashes...
for i have cried my share away!