i'm dwelling...

for the last few weeks now i keep thinking about my blog. this 'sacred' space that belongs to none other than me. the space i abandoned and replaced with my journal. but i'm back once again, with another attempt to express and let my thoughts flow...with no care in the world and nothing holding me back. well, that's not completely true, but close enough! ithought my facebook space was enough to get my htoughts out there, but it's just not the same. facebook can never replace random sojourn, no matter what i tell myself.

it's been one of those weeks...happy memories, sad memories, regrets, new adventures...and it got me thinking about all my 'what if' moments. would life have been drastically different? what would today have been like if....?, would i be happy with the outcome? what if what if what if!!!

i'm not one who dwells on the past very much. i stumble, fall, get right back up and continue walking. but this week...i'm vulnerable...i'm dwelling. on a lot of crazy things that i really really miss and wish i still had.